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Hai Khaleeda Khairi 

Aku rindu kau dan Addy

Malam tadi mimpi kau lagi

Aku pergi kau jaga diri

xoxo

Wishes

Time heals all wounds

You're beautiful as a shining jewel

Now, more than last time I have become

An incompetent and despicable person

Struggling and struggling

It is not tiring at all

Though it is heart wrenching

I have to keep on struggling

I already know it from a long time a go

This is just how my life is...

I have to keep on struggling

During those empty days, 

I spent my time thinking about love

I have wasted so many years

Locking myself in my room

I can see better than anybody

That I am an incompetent and despicable person

Staggering... It is not tiring at all

Only that my heart hurts a lot

I have to keep on staggering

A long, untouchable love

Such a revolting world

This is my song

This is my soul

My everything staggers

The world does not accept me

How can the world accept me?

If the world has not turned crazy

Staggering.. staggering.. staggering...

Masihi

Assalamualaikum,

  Selamat tahun baru semua. Dua hari aku tak ke alam maya rasa macam indah. Aku berhibernasi bersama guitar. Oh bukan, maksud aku Guitar Hero II. Macam gila, tidur pukul lima pastu kena mara eh marah. Dua hari juga aku terlepas latihan di sekolah. Hahaha. Minta maaf Fadiah haha. Pagi tadi pun tak pegi, sebab aku mamai jawab tiga call tuh. Maka, lepas jawab call tu aku terus masuk ke alam ghaib semula. Minta maaf gilaaaaaaa. Baiklah ada potensi untuk aku tidur lewat lagi malam ni. Oh aku cume gembira sebab tak kemana mana cuti ni. Haih penatla tulis berirama ni. Baiklah aku cuma nak kata aku rindu Khaleeda. Itu je ♥ ♥ ♥

p/s: kopi pes lagi

Eh eh eh

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : Air mineral Rotiboy

2. Last phone call : Kak lang
3. Last text message : CELCOM
4. Last song you listened to : Just The Way You Are "Parody" by encikmimpi gila xD
5. Last time you cried : 16th November 2011

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : pfft soalan pecundang tol. takpenah bro
7. Been cheated on : =_____________=
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : abi. no regrets
9. Lost someone special : Arwah cikgu Khairi :/
10. Been depressed : a lot
11. Been drunk and threw up : "yuckk" -encikmimpi

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 
12: grey
13: purple
14: green

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: yeeeeeeeeeee dekat facebook -_______-
16. Fallen out of love: ciss, sibukla kau
17. Laughed until you cried: mestilah pernah, astaghfirullahalaazim
18. Met someone who changed you: tak tahu la
19. Found out who your true friends were: YEAHH
20. Found out someone was talking about you: ade, imahh
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: kiss me underneath the mistletoe, show me baby that you love me so oh oh. oh this year? tak
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: entah
24. Do you have any pets: aku ade kucings. eh sekor je, kucing
25. Do you want to change your name: bro, tolongla bersyukur
26. What did you do for your last birthday?: menangis, pergi rumah khaleeda, giant, bosan gilaa
27. What time did you wake up this morning?: 9 sebab kena jage Sara
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: fb dan tidur, no tubehero

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: result dan hari tua
30. Last time you saw your Mother: kalau Ummi on wednesday dekat tingkap bilik, ibu pulak semalam
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : buang mister M
32. What are you listening to right now: Sungha Jung's
33. Have you ever talked to a person named tom?: Tom mespes tu penah kot
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: cool, nobadi
36. Whats your real name: SITI 'AISYAH BINTI JAMIL
37. Nicknames: ecah acah chacha esah kakak kuning eco
38. Birth month: november
39. Zodiac sign: scorpio
40. Male or female: female
41. Primary School: Sk Gombak Utara
42. Secondary School: Smk Sg Pusu
43. High school/college: apasal cam resume pulak ni
44. Write whatever you want here: aku nak mandi la
45. Long or short hair?: botak
46. Height: just look on the brightside you're roughly six feet tall haha
47. Do you have a crush on someone: hah ade
48. What do you like about yourself: everything
49. Piercings: urgh
50. Tattoos: lagi la urghhhh
51. Righty or lefty: kanan kanan bro


FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: perlu ke aku bagitau?
53. First piercing: urghhhhhhhhhhh
54. First best friend: abang idin, imah, kak njang, ibu
55. First sport you joined: teng teng
56. First vacation: pi terengganu
58. First pair of trainers: haish -___________________-

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: tubehero
60. Drinking: facebook
61. I'm about to: lose my mind you've been gone for so long, im running out of time *man cut this crap
62. Listening to: Sara weeping
63. Waiting for: eberiwan iz waiting for miracle

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: naaaaaaaaak, bole jadi geng men bowling nanti
65. Get married: haha siape yang taknak
66. Career: surgeon

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: huggies
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older. aku tua tua nanti ade orang bagi tempat duduk kat aku time dalam lrt
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach haha -.-
73. Sensitive or loud: loudddddddd
74. Hook-up or relationship: hook hook up up


HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: gila kau
77. Drank hard liquor: come on la, hidup V-soy bro!
78. Lost glasses/contacts: pernah tapi dia cari aku balik, haish
79. Sex on first date: ni lagi gila
80. Broken someone's heart: aku manusia, mestila pernah
82. Been arrested: walaupun aku naik moto tak berlesensen, tak penah la lagi kene keja ngan polisi
83. Turned someone down: eleh normal letuw ha-ha
84. Cried when someone died: bro jawapan Khaleeda "its normal"
85. Fallen for a friend: yes so what

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: I believe I can flyyyy~
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: V-soy
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: is coming to townnn. heck no
91. Kiss on the first date: taaak
92. Angels: definitely

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: oh mannn nevaah
95. Did you sing today: eberiday I sing
96. Ever cheated on somebody: ever
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: 1996
98. The moment you would choose to re-live: 2008, UPSR
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: what is love?
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: ah aku dah jawab semua kemain lagi takkan nak membazir masa aku selama seploh minit pastu tak publish menda ni hok aloh haha emosi.

Okay bye nak mandie, Assalamualaikum ♥

p/s; love tu aku kopi pes khaleeda punye bro

Thanks

'"I hope you like me as I am"

Sarcs

Assalamualaikum,

 Maaaaf, rrabu lepas aku keluar ke WWM

Lepas turun teksi aku rasa hiba. Hm takpe aku rasa perasaan tu sekejap je. Masuk dalam Wangsa Walk terus naik. Aku blur, tak ingat dekat mana Khal tunggu aku. Aku pusing-pusing satu floor tu baru aku teringat yang diorang tunggu aku dekat tempat wayang. Fuhh, selamat sempat. Start wayang, memang best.  Tapi aku taktahan apahal sejuk sangat dalam tu. Lepas tu ada satu scene pasal dia dengan ayah dia tu. Aku terus lari pegi toilet. Buang air, hampir menangis. 

Pamili

Moonlight

p/s: gambar hanyalah hiasan semata takda mata

 "A true friend is someone who knows there's something wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face."






 

Lousy Truth

 "i have regretted and regretted

why did I believe your unreasonable lies?

why did I listen to the song you sung?

why did I go with you and become crazy about music?"