I'm still at the same place. I'm weary from wandering by your side. Even today, as I was wandering. Day has passed again and again. Now I'm here. You know, you know that my heart is hurting. Watching you smile makes my heart ache more. For not making you love me more, it's my mistake. For loving you more than you love me, it's my mistake. For not making you love me as much as I wanted you to, it's my mistake. How much longer must I cry? As I believe in that promise... I'm the only one trusting it. You lied to me to wait for you. Even my greedy side (for this love) has grown weary. You know, you know my heart is hurting. You can't just ignore it and smile like that. I knew I couldn't have you. But my heart just kept growing. It's my mistake for waiting by myself. It's my mistake for regretting by myself. Loving you. Even though my heart was hurting. It's my mistake for not letting you go. I'm such a fool. I knew I would get hurt and couldn't let go. It's my mistake. Even though it could be all my fault. That's okay. As long as you're there.. Always.. Please forgive me for being like this.
sincerely,
the person who loved you
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